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Letters from Crystal Meth Users

  • Feb
    06

    My Number One Frind is My Biggest Enemy

    I started off by smoking weed at the age of 12. I told myself that was it that's the only drug I'll do. Then at the age of fourteen my buddy tells me about this drug (Meth) that gives you a feeling that can't be explained. "It's the best" he says. I thought this was a drug that I couldn't pass up. So we go over to a buddy's house and they start feeding me hoots. I felt great. The sensation was better than happiness. So I thought. I wasn't able to get it on a regular basis at that time so it was here and there that I did it.

    When I was nearly 16 I started doing more and more, until my money was gone. When I turned 16, I did it on a regular basis. I had a dealer that would hook me up with fat deals. My life started to change I started to change. All the friends I had left. My parent's trust wasn't there. But guess what? I didn't give a fuck. Fuck them I said. Looked at my pipe and said "you'll be my friend". At the time it was. I started hanging out with my dealer, we were torqueing buddies. I was tweaked all the time. At night I stayed up thinking disturbing thoughts. I wasn't myself. I wasn't anything at all. Not worth a thing. So I kept torqueing.

    I hit bottom when on a binge. After a couple sleepless nights without any food, I decided to go to a buddies' house. While I was hitching up there I started feeling terrible pains in my stomach. It was hard to walk. I started to hyperventilate, crying and passing out at the same time. A lady pulls over to see if I was alright and offered me a ride to where ever I needed to go. I ended up at my buddies' house smoking Jib that night. I then went to stay at my mom's house a week later. That is when I met my best friend / girlfriend. Who knows what I'm into? I haven't done meth since going to my mom's house but I'm back in my town and guess what? I'm still not using. My girlfriend helped me when no one else could.

    Tris1


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