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Methamphetamine Abuse Poems

  • Mar
    15

    Stuck by Addiction

    Surrounded, trapped, by hatred, set me free!
    Lost in a world, a living hell is what I call it.
    My only escape now but an addiction.
    Holding on so very tight, never wanting to let me go.
    It loves me, wants me, needs me, like i do it.
    But it's hated, forbidden. It will be the end of me.
    I look; I try to find a greatness, happiness in this world.
    The search is never ending and difficult.
    The search is almost done, the end is almost here.
    I have found another love, a stronger more real love.
    A love to hold, to kiss, to cuddle and be near me.
    A love that will keep me alive and not kill me.
    A love to stay with me forever and eternity.
    But my love tries to set me free from my only escape,
    You see my love does not understand the pain inside of me,
    The growing hurt, the open cut i fear that will never heal.
    The pain was always there,
    A pain I've grown to love, to enjoy.
    So now alone and confused,
    Wanting my addiction more and more,
    The days grow long the nights are dull.
    I know I should not turn to help the pain, but can you hear?
    It's calling me, loudly by name. So loud I cannot ignore.
    It all seems so pointless now,
    But I know I may be thankful in the end.
    Or will I? Why make life easy to live, nothing should be easy.
    Until my last awakening breath I will stay shattered,
    Angry, and very alone in a world filled with hate that all we
    Really have left are addictions.
    Maybe my new strong love can save me from myself before I'm gone.
    Now awaiting peace and happiness.

    April C.


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