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Methamphetamine Abuse Poems

  • Jan
    14

    My Internal Confusion

    I escape my problems
    I ignore my fears
    I cover my pain
    And don't shed tears
    I don't want to face up To what I already know
    I have SEEN the ending
    Of my reality show
    To me this drug's a doorway,
    A way to run from it all
    If I re-enter to reality
    I know that I will fall
    You should be the one to catch me
    But it's not you who's there
    This drug is in your place
    And you say I'm unfair
    You gave me the Ultimatum
    "It's me or this drug"
    And you say these words with nothing more
    Than a cold, heartless shrug
    You said I have a choice to make
    And you want my answer now
    I want to choose, I really do
    But I simply don't know how
    I'm so afraid that I am losing
    Every single thing I worked for
    I feel as if the one I love is
    Pushing me through that door
    When I reached the point of no return
    And even tried to die
    I said I didn't love you
    We both know THAT'S a lie
    I love you more than anything
    When you are truly there
    But I hate you even more
    When you act like you don't care
    If you love me like you say you do
    Then why can't you realize
    I'm not asking you to move mountains
    Just simply open up your eyes
    If you could see inside my heart
    Then you'd know without a doubt
    I'm not the "Tweaker" you say I am
    Meth's NOT what I'm about
    I want to choose you Oh So Bad
    Without giving Meth a chance
    I wish I could move on
    Without a second glance
    But that isn't even possible
    Not with the way things are today
    I feel as if I'm in control
    "This drug's not in my way"
    I know you're not responsible
    Meth's not your claim to fame
    But through the glass Life's wonderful
    Right then it's not "The Game"
    I will always look back and wonder
    If I can truly cope
    I know when things get rough
    I'll always think of dope
    I want to not have an addiction
    I wish I could get clean
    When I want it I feel bad
    Cause I think it's you that's mean
    I know It's not just hurting me
    When I think about the past
    I know I don't have time to waste
    Life comes at you TOO FAST!

    Ashley C. West Jordan, UT


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