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Methamphetamine Abuse Poems

  • Mar
    21

    On the Dark Side

    I wanted to be on the darkish since the sixth grade when I look back it was my biggest mistake. As the years went by in a short time I was in out of jail living a big waste of time. And now I just regret and look back when I first fuck myself smoking twak then I sold my soul to the devil and it got thrown in his sack, and now I'm in it to deep and there's no way to come back. Ever since then it's been nothing but pain 24/7 smoking my brain cells insane. Making mama cry for me every night I pray to da lord to show me the light. So hard for me to say no and give up this life. Why in the hell did I want to stay up with Lucifer's wife. My life has crumbled and mouthafuck all my friends they nothing but backstabbers liars and fakes when they were down and needed my help I was there, but now I see that they weren't trying to play fair. If you look in my eyes you dont even need to look deep its cause of tweaking my face looks grim and weak. My mama is still crying now going through physical pain why can't she at least not get poured on by rain. I'm so fucking stupid for trying this dope now I'm addicted to my own misery with no hope. All these beginners think this shit is fun will some motherfucker please let borrow their gun. Show these rookie beginners sometimes how you feel when your spuned. That's right a mad man depressed puts the gun to his head now all off a sudden the walls with the shadows are red. Mom don't be sad and please don't cry I'm seriously changing i hope it's no lie. Now i will be strong and tough and take control of my life and if the devil has a problem with that I'm gonna fuck him in the ass with a knife. Not the end 24/7 living in twacky insane mental twakheads clucks wasted days wasted nights no changes but still praying.

    Anon.


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