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Dec
16
I'm losing my mind, I cant fuckin hang
My life's constant chaos, shits gots to change
It's easy to see, what's causing my pain
It's CRYSTAL clear, only I am to blame
As I struggle to hold onto, what's real to me
My fuckin needle habit, is quickly destroying me
Consumed with the fix, drawin up, tying off, shootin up
I'm so tired of this twacked-out bullshit; I think I've had enuff
Bloody issues all over the place, spoonz outfits cottons baggiez
The call is fuckin good, but is it worth this agony
As my life disintegrates, I catch myself slippin
i ain't ready to die yet, so I must be fuckin trippin
I've got a lot to lose; I won't give up that easy
But I don want to bring, my loved ones down with me
My hard edges soften, as I watch my man sleep
The love I have 4 him, that shit runs deep
The violence inside me, str8t pushes him away
But when I get crazy with RAGE, I just want him to stay
Hold me close, and tell me it'll all be ok
Loca