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  • Mar
    05

    Where Do I Fit In?

    Where Do I Fit In?

    I was born with disabilities, I am a dwarf. You know like Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs LOL!!! Well, my childhood was awesome. I felt like my childhood was a perfect dream. Until I found some things out about my family. When I was 14 years old I found out that my mother was doing phone sex. Back then I didn't approve of my mother talking to dirty old men about sex and whatever else she talked about. So that's when my rebellion started.

    When I was 15, I started hanging with my cousin who was in the bad crowd. That's when I started drinking and smoking pot. Then when I was 16, I started doing meth and other drugs, but meth was the one that got me. My mother and father had no idea what I was doing, but then sometimes I think she did because I changed. I remember one time when I was tweaking real hard and I had been up for three days and the next day was Thanksgiving. I had to go to my grandmas for dinner and so me and my cousin did a little wake me up and we went to my grandmas tweaking. I feel really ashamed for that and I still haven't told her that because of how ashamed I feel.

    So when I was 18 years old, I moved down to Cedar city, Utah and surprisingly I didn't do any meth but I did get drunk and stoned a lot. About three months later I moved back to Salt Lake City, UT and moved in with my sister. That's when the tweaking started again. It was on my sister's birthday and her brother asked her if I wanted to hit the pipe. At first I wasn't sure what she was talking about. I thought that it was a pot pipe but as it turned out it was a tweak pipe. Back then I would have taken a hit any time. So that's when the trouble started again, and I had been smoking ever since then up until about 3 month ago.

    After all of that I got sick of the drama that came along with meth and I decided to ask my parent for help. So my mother made some phone calls and I am now in drug recovery and damb proud of it.

    I think my problems stem from when I got into Jr. High, because I was never accepted in school, because I was different than the other kids. I never dated once in high school except for my boyfriend now who I have known since 2nd grade. I was really tough to be different, and it got real tough when I ended up in a wheel chair. Now days I really don't care what people think of me if they don't like me because I am different then I guess they have a problem. I hope my story makes sense.

    Well that's my story and I sticking to it!


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